ahha

Today, i realize a lot of thing.

or maybe

i am still a child

still a naive child

begging for something that i will never get forever

hahaha

think that i need to suit to the environment

life is tough

maybe have a child's thinking will make the world looks more colorful

but

the fact is still there

i cant be a child forever

if i do so

only me will get hurt

but

if i have a more mature thought

will i be happy

haha

this is life

it is full of question marks

that sometimes

you cant even have the answer till the day you leave this world

living in the 'question marks' environment

i have tried to answer them before

but

when the time is keep going

i know that

there is no answer in this world

or maybe i still a child

i still immature

hehe

never mind

sometimes

no answer is better

this make the life curious

although we might get hurt

but you will hurt with pleasure