song says..........

From the start...i never expect that...i will be so weak...
but....the truth is heartbreaking and the change is unexpected
it won't return anymore
my capability is too low
every time i  very envy that other can make it so perfect

it's the time that i should wake up from dreams
life is going and no one is waiting
should start my steps....now

If one day
I have his ability
will my personality change too?