Sometime...i just want to find sometime to rest...
My daily routine is full...and i have no time to do something,
That can make my young life more meaningful
I still remember,
when i still a kid,
i always dream to become a teenager
that time,
i thought that teenager can do something that kids not allowed to do
such as outing with friends, having a hand phone ...
and teenager has a wide range of activities to do...
But now...
i hope that i can return to that time...
full of joys and play time
no need to worry about the future life, results that will get from every tiring exam...
and don't have the competitive feeling with peers.
when we grown up, our thinking and mind will become mature
supposedly, it is good,
but....
I have a friend, my friend told me
' is smiling will drop when we are growing up '
unfortunately...i start to believe
it is true
for me
a kid smile from heart
but i, most of the time
smile from face
it is not difficult to give a smile
the thing that difficult
is plus a ' true' in front of the ' smile'
day by day,
loneliness start to occupy my heart
i found out that,
the time that i stay out house (minus sleeping time )
is less than the time at school
maybe, from now,
i should call my school as my new house
at least, in this year
somebody has come into my life
that change my life
and give me a lot of memories
this person,
these memories,
give me strength
keep my life going...
